Tuesday, September 26, 2023

Contemplations of "Super" Duper "Independence"

Today (Sep 21, 2023- posting late because I just had this random tab on my computer open for the last few days and actually just noticed....) I was told that I am "super independent" and as a result the biggest concern that my employer has for me is that I may isolate and "become an island".  Which is honestly the most realist feedback that I feel like I've received based on my actual behavior patterns to date.  

One of the biggest struggles that I've had with my mental health symptoms is what I call "tunnel vision" where I can only see and focus on a straight-line, blurring out my periphery.  Is this what independence looks like?  Being so hyper focused on one thing that you just can't see anything else and everything else become distortion.  Maybe.  

--AJR  

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